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"Once upon a time,..as stories often begin....there lived a human,curiouser than anyone else of the truths of the essence of insanities of this world...~"

 "No.Stop.That's it,stop right there."
 He whipped his head to face the owner of the voice.
"What now?I thought we all have what's that?Freedom of speech?"
"And everyone also have the right to peaceful environment."
Scoff.
"If that truly is so,I would have disposed of you sometimes ago.Only then I think I'm capable of peace."
Their gazes met in burning intensity.He let go a heavy sigh.
"Hey,.."
"What?"
"Why do you hate me this much?"
"I...don't hate you.."
"Then?To loath me with this degree?You either have to hate me or love me."
"......"
"You..wha-----?!"
"I don't..love you!I-I just really despise you.!"
"Riiiight."

Tch.Human and their disability  to be honest to themselves?It's sickening.

Wasabi and trust (?)

just now,one of the boys in my class gave biscuits to everyone.Kind,huh?You're in for a biiiiiiiiiigggg surprise. It's actually  wasabi flavoured crisps.I took a nibble,naturally,being equal part cautious  and curious in the same time.I don't know about some people,but those just DON'T go well with my tastebuds.But being me,as you know me,I took the crisps and tricked others into eating them.Demonic?Yeah.Evil? Definitely. Farah?Do I care?Most of the 'lucky' ones were suspicious when I handed them the crisps~I couldn't blame them.I was being nice,see?That's enough to rouse any sane MAHISS' 'puteri's suspicion.But there were some people who took them from my hand without the slightest hesitations.Do these people trust me?Perhaps.We better not get my hopes high,eh?Funny how a wasabi-flavoured crisp can burn your tongue then warm your heart.But really,this is just one of the small miracles of life that make life meaningful.I told you , Allah is always the best!He created us and guides us and loves us and gives us the opportunity to always be happy.Let us just remember that eternal happiness is back with Him though.By the way,thanks to those who trusted me enough wihout any qualms about it.Umm,special tribute for a particular Lady.

seeing that I must...

jika semut itu boleh berusaha,bagaimana saya tidak?

I never was like, really love academics.Quite the opposite actually.I always loved practical stuffs, meddling with things in my hands.I got tired of the long hours we spend on our butts in class.All along, I've only been scraping along.How did I managed to still not get kicked out of Maahad Hamidiah?Suddenly jumping to the top classes?Don't ask me~I never knew the answer,seriously.During UPSR,I struggled at the last minutes 'cause my mom threatened me with the cane.*shivers.PMR?Forget it.I don't even study.This year,I'll sit for the exam said to will be determining my life.S.P.M. *double shivers.Igot sick at how nobody will listen.All that matters is how many A+ will I score.Which university will I end up in.What hotshot job will I land.How much will I make....Hey,people,do those really matter?Here I am,typing away at this keyboard,basically yelling out my sentiments in a world that doesn't care,and my scary SPM only like,4 months away.Not really,  my trial is some two months away,see?And I don't think I'll even give a damn to that.Only that,the other day, someone (quite) close to me broke the news that her mom will make her transfer after PMR,for scholarship's sake,apparently.That made me sad. :'(  Very much so.That gave me a resolution : I'll study really,really  hard and score a straight A+ in my trial.And I'l apply for some major-domo-degrees that actually fit me as who I am.Why am I studying for someone?Doesn't even make sense.....huhhh.But my theory is that :Allah let this happen to make me want to success.He's giving me another opportunity.And I won't waste this.I am  clever.Hardworking when i set my mind to.I can do this.You'll see.I'll make you see....

dreams and destiny

people said : we must chase after our dreams.Hold fast to our dreams ~ for those are what defined who we are. They said losers are people who give up -- winners never quit and quitters,apparently,never win.But these people obviously never know one thing : Dear world,sometimes you never meant to give up.But you just can't afford to dream.Dreams cost a lot,and sometimes,they cost you everything that is dear to you.Is it worth it? So for some of us,we acan only afford to go with the flow of destiny.But relax fellow travelers! A wise large-headed blue alien had this maxim out:
Destiny is not the one handed to us,but one we make for ourselves.
Allah is not cruel,so fare well,and smile!!!

Trusting the Divine

one day,you're walking alone,all by yourself,see?And you're thinking of one thing:suicide.No one cares if you're gone,anyway.So why'd you have to bother yourself with everyone else?The blade is already hovering a few centimetres above your wrist,ready to cut into your lifeline.But somehow,you can't seem to bring yourself to do this.Why?Why?WHY?!Suddenly a memory came into your mind,of a gentle smile once upon a time,and you unconsciously dropped the knife.'Cause with the memory,you suddenly remembered of someone,somewhere that actually cry to know what stupid things you did to yourself.But all these things that's happening to you,and you just can't stand it anymore.You tried to run away,but in the end,you returned to where you started.Because you know,that That Person is worried sick for you.Because That Other Person will be sad to know what you had done.Because all Those Persons cried for you.When you get back,and all those attentions die,everything fell back into the usual groove,what are you going to do?Run again?Die?!You know that those won't change anything.If any,you just denied another chance for you.Hey.Wake up.You don't have to count on people ~ just how much time you were let down?Countless?Right,so you see.Just hold on though.If you're patient,trust in God and try HARD to change yourself,ONE DAY He'll send an angel to take you back to His side. He'll said to you : Well done,my child.You've hold on when you should.And you've always trust Me.That day,as your reward,He'll reveal His divine Self which you have always trust--the greatest gift imaginable--no,that's even beyond your infinite dreams.He'll let you play in His Gardens.So hold on,trust Allah ~He's always there,listening,whenever and wherever you wanted to cry out~ and He'll only love you MORE.....