Trusting the Divine

one day,you're walking alone,all by yourself,see?And you're thinking of one thing:suicide.No one cares if you're gone,anyway.So why'd you have to bother yourself with everyone else?The blade is already hovering a few centimetres above your wrist,ready to cut into your lifeline.But somehow,you can't seem to bring yourself to do this.Why?Why?WHY?!Suddenly a memory came into your mind,of a gentle smile once upon a time,and you unconsciously dropped the knife.'Cause with the memory,you suddenly remembered of someone,somewhere that actually cry to know what stupid things you did to yourself.But all these things that's happening to you,and you just can't stand it anymore.You tried to run away,but in the end,you returned to where you started.Because you know,that That Person is worried sick for you.Because That Other Person will be sad to know what you had done.Because all Those Persons cried for you.When you get back,and all those attentions die,everything fell back into the usual groove,what are you going to do?Run again?Die?!You know that those won't change anything.If any,you just denied another chance for you.Hey.Wake up.You don't have to count on people ~ just how much time you were let down?Countless?Right,so you see.Just hold on though.If you're patient,trust in God and try HARD to change yourself,ONE DAY He'll send an angel to take you back to His side. He'll said to you : Well done,my child.You've hold on when you should.And you've always trust Me.That day,as your reward,He'll reveal His divine Self which you have always trust--the greatest gift imaginable--no,that's even beyond your infinite dreams.He'll let you play in His Gardens.So hold on,trust Allah ~He's always there,listening,whenever and wherever you wanted to cry out~ and He'll only love you MORE.....